There’s is something about that feeling you get when someone you’ve always cherished holds you close for the first time and you realize that attraction was mutual. You just melt in there embrace and for a moment you feel safe, cozy, and secure all at the same time. How could anything hurt you in that moment of bliss? Admittedly I’m addicted to that feeling of connection, towards that chemistry, that spark that could set off an emotional fire. I realize I don’t like being alone and that sometimes I’ll find myself in situations I’m in no hurry to get out of. Like this past Sunday when I snuggled in the arms of one of the sweetest men I have ever known only for that feeling I get when I lay my head on his chest and listen to his heart beat or for smell of his clean white T-shirt or the way he makes me feel so small wrapped up so tenderly in his big strong arms. I found myself apologizing numerous times for my selfishness only to hear him respond with him saying he needed the company and attention that day as much as did and we just left it at that. By far one of the laziest and most satisfying Sundays to date…Crazy how I’m still floating after yesterday’s high<3
Posted on Saturday, 14 January 2012
